If one is not emotionally well the whole system suffers.  For years I felt I was less than dirt, I was lost, I hated myself and as a result I hated life.  Because of my mental state I was very sick physically.  My life revolved around ECT and medication that deadened my very soul.  At times the ECT and medication left me so sick physically, all I could do was sit on a couch and drool.  I thought the doctors were God and never questioned their judgement.  Then something happened one day.  I don’t know where I got the energy, but I believe the Divine was the source.  I went to see the doctors and said NO!.  I GOT THE ENERGY TO EMPOWER MYSELF.  From that moment my life changed.  I got off social assistance, got a full time job, took courses and was certified as a healer.  I now have my own company but still work full time with individuals with profound disabilities.  I feel the depths of despair I felt for many years prepared me for what I do today.  It created an empathy for others.  I now empower and heal others.  Nothing makes my heart so full as when I see a light flicker in the eyes of the individuals I empower.  I heal with love, kindness, and compassion in my heart, and it still brings tears to my eyes when I am able to work this magic.